009 - A Major Personal Struggle: Executing

Navigating Career Change with ZakkeeAhmad

I went to a meeting this evening and delivered a somewhat unfocused presentation. I was (of course) frustrated with myself, but it's become par for the course with me in some ways. I ask myself, "why? Why do I continue to do this??" It's not a secret that I have struggled with so little direction & mentorship in my life - especially recently. I still feel the need to be validated externally (ideas, etc.) before I can execute. It's been an adjustment and I know I'll reach a point where I do this much better. But for now, I struggle with this: executing. Being wrong. Failing and adjusting. Jumping off the ledge... I hope I offer one of you some value in some way....